Feeling complete?

You feel complete only when you are with your loved one.

How far can the above statement hold true?

Can someone really replace the one you already love!

Is there anything like first love?

I saw people so reluctant to let go off the relationship despite knowing that they cannot be made for each other.

May be the first love makes such a huge impression on mind just because it was first. Just like the small kid who believes everything is true that is heard and seen by him. The circumstances teaches him what is that fact that still holds true and what doesn't. The thinking of that small kid definitely changes as he grows up.

May be being the young and matured guys, there comes a time where you should give it a thought to rethink over your relationship. Don't just blindly take the decision to marry which is irrevocable based on the number of years of being together or just because its the first love. It's good to be practical sometimes and take a decision rather than repenting on the decision taken after you became practical.

"Never a judge a relationship with the number of years of being together. "

Searching for my passion..

Qualified CA, got a job at one of the big 4s..

Everybody thinks that I am happy, successful, lucky to get a job and for clearing exams. 

But I am not happy; I am feeling everything is so normal. One quote had shown a great impact on my attitude is "Nothing is PERMANENT". It’s good to remind that quote during the bad times, but even during the happy moments, I recall that quote and hence I won’t get much excited, and may be that’s the reason, I was just enjoying and feeling happy to look at my parent's happiness on my results day.

I am not happy with my job; I don't understand what made me to dedicate myself so much to studies that I cleared the toughest exams. May be it’s because of the empty mind I possess during study time. Even when I was preparing for exams, I had no clear picture that what I will be doing after I clear my exams.

At last the day has come, I cleared my exams. Have given the interview, got the job. The job profile was convincing and so I accepted the offer. I have started working. Was hoping that I will get happiness at least when I start earning. It’s been 2 months, still the answer is NO.

The work which I am doing now is always a big question mark in my CA life; I hardly scored pass marks in this subject during my exams. But still I took the opportunity to come into this field just because I shouldn’t feel I don’t know this area. I know I am weak at this, and hence I took the opportunity to learn it.

Should I have to search where my passion lies!

When I thought of this today, only 2 things were running in my mind..

To write a book and teaching.

Or shall I give some time to myself to understand the concepts more in detail!